haven't typed anything on a blog since god knows when
too many things rushing through my mind now
anyways, I should be doing literature now, and so I shall continue..hoping to finish by 5pm latest..
it's quite sad, 'cause i'm really lost sometimes and i can't find anyone to talk to
feels horrible, even if i have to laugh and joke with others in school
my mind is actually on the verge of collapsing
but if i don't show it, no one will know, right
trying not to think about it
never mind
here, today, now, on the 27th of january 2010, i've started this blog
from today on, there will be an entry everyday =)
i swear i will not be lackadaisical ever again
i will not forgo my own responsibilities
i will try to be friendly and enthusiastic
i will not hide my feelings and cheat others of theirs, if they come here...then too bad i guess..
i will reflect on what the people around me say
i will cut down on game, anime and FB time
i will focus on tasks @ hand, without complaints or other atrocities
i will ignore all unimportant tasks
i will be nicer to people i've niaoed..even if they don't care about me..
i will uphold justice and do the right thing, even if it means not going with the flow
i will not scream at my parents for anything
i will respect the rights of others and not be nosy
i will not be cynical
one day i'll look back, perhaps a few months down the road
and discover whether i've kept these promises or not
a journey of self discovery they call it
i'll try then!!~
love the world, and everyone in it ya :D
shyuetyng
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