thanks for being beside me when i need it

got replaced for rmun
teacher's disappointed
my entire mun outlook is bleak

您是一颗星

在在茫茫的黑夜照亮

用你那无私的燃烧

唤醒沉睡的生命

..

..

..

您是一座高山

您是一条大河

您是一个象征

您是一个神话

您，就是辉煌

您，就是灿烂

您是一颗星

与日夜同归

与山河永存

 
quote from TKK :)
yeah so what if i'm out of rmun
what if the teachers hate me
what if i probably cant get into anymore muns for my sec school life
and what if this situation could have been averted?

what's done is done
i just need to pick up the pieces and get going
no time to worry already

i really need to thank the people who've helped me tide over this

thanks to:

JIAYI, for spamming the blog with comment (: ,
JUNI, for doing very much the same thing XD and also the funny smses,
GEN, for empathizing with me over my circumstances and listening when i had problems ^^,
WOONWEI, for giving me a last ditch chance to save myself and the chat about team1 and team2....also being an awesome delegation leader...mates really do look out for each other haha,
EDWARD AND LICHEN, for listening to what I had to say for RMUN and also being my fellow cynics and mun fanatics, empathize with me,
THE WHOLE OF TEAM 2, whom i've let down by pulling out...we could've had a really good time (ww, nt, yy, yc, ed)
WANTING, TISA and KYM for tagging (and the help you've all given :D),

EVERYONE IN ECOSOC1, for hearing me out and for tolerating my inability to high and to spam in the live group convo =)
AND ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO'VE ASSISTED TO STRENGTHEN ME EMOTIONALLY DURING THIS PERIOD OF TIME.

I OWE YOU GUYS.
BIG.

=)

RMUN team 2, i have high hopes for you guys
you have immense potential to outmaneuver team 1
you guys rock like HELL, and can own anything if you put your mind to it
i'll be with you in heart and spirit

with one failure, your world does not collapse
with one letdown, your heart will not shatter
the world of illusion awaits


砕けろ、鏡花水月。

shyuetyng